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(10-21-2015, 10:14 PM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-21-2015, 09:36 PM)AustinLB90 Wrote: [ -> ]so is your piesona a blackberry pie?

[HORRIFIED SCREAMING]

Apparently pies are terrifying to Ehks

Screw jack-o-lanterns, I'll just leave out pumpkin pies.
(10-21-2015, 11:03 PM)Reks Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-21-2015, 10:14 PM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ][HORRIFIED SCREAMING]

Apparently pies are terrifying to Ehks

Screw jack-o-lanterns, I'll just leave out pumpkin pies.
Pumpkin spice pies.
(10-21-2015, 11:04 PM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-21-2015, 11:03 PM)Reks Wrote: [ -> ]Apparently pies are terrifying to Ehks

Screw jack-o-lanterns, I'll just leave out pumpkin pies.
Pumpkin spice pies.

~Spooky scary pumpkin pies sends shivers down Ehks' spine,
~Shrieking pies will shock Ehks' soul, seal his doom tonight.
(10-21-2015, 11:03 PM)Reks Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-21-2015, 10:14 PM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ][HORRIFIED SCREAMING]

Apparently pies are terrifying to Ehks

Screw jack-o-lanterns, I'll just leave out pumpkin pies.

no you see it's pies in a jar.
in a jar.

(10-21-2015, 10:14 PM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-21-2015, 09:36 PM)AustinLB90 Wrote: [ -> ]so is your piesona a blackberry pie?

[HORRIFIED SCREAMING]

thank you i'll be here all night.
it's been quite some time but, cute drop
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Life insurance money is weird.
Having all that money at once means I can finally fix all these things that I've had to just put up with for ages because I can't afford a fix, like my car, my GPU, etc etc.
But I'm getting all that money because I lost a loved one, so I feel like actually spending it would be almost disrespectful.
(10-22-2015, 02:35 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]Life insurance money is weird.
Having all that money at once means I can finally fix all these things that I've had to just put up with for ages because I can't afford a fix, like my car, my GPU, etc etc.
But I'm getting all that money because I lost a loved one, so I feel like actually spending it would be almost disrespectful.

wait wait are you actually getting life insurance right now?
if so that's gotta suck because somebody died, and it really sucks when somebody does.

i can't say much more because i hav tah slep.
(10-22-2015, 02:35 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]Life insurance money is weird.
Having all that money at once means I can finally fix all these things that I've had to just put up with for ages because I can't afford a fix, like my car, my GPU, etc etc.
But I'm getting all that money because I lost a loved one, so I feel like actually spending it would be almost disrespectful.

kinda keep it as a inheritance, you know money kept for generations suppose to not be use/use little passed down through the generation.
still, kind sorry for your loss, you have some of my condolences.
(10-22-2015, 02:38 AM)AustinLB90 Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 02:35 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]Life insurance money is weird.
Having all that money at once means I can finally fix all these things that I've had to just put up with for ages because I can't afford a fix, like my car, my GPU, etc etc.
But I'm getting all that money because I lost a loved one, so I feel like actually spending it would be almost disrespectful.

wait wait are you actually getting life insurance right now?
if so that's gotta suck because somebody died, and it really sucks when somebody does.

i can't say much more because i hav tah slep.

(10-22-2015, 02:42 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 02:35 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]Life insurance money is weird.
Having all that money at once means I can finally fix all these things that I've had to just put up with for ages because I can't afford a fix, like my car, my GPU, etc etc.
But I'm getting all that money because I lost a loved one, so I feel like actually spending it would be almost disrespectful.

kinda keep it as a inheritance, you know money kept for generations suppose to not be use/use little passed down through the generation.
still, kind sorry for you loss, you have some of my condolences.
You know what I don't think I can even say anything to this except "welcome to the fucking show."

You guys pretty much ignored me when I said my dad was dying until I had to say to myself "well if there's ever a time to allow yourself to be emotional this clearly isn't it because nobody gives a flying fuck about your loss" and now that he's dead and I'm staring down the paperwork associated with his life insurance I get "wait somebody died?" and "you get some of my condolences."

fuckin thanks but no thanks, I'm well past the part where any emotional support would even be meaningful to me, nevermind the part where I might need some.

sorry needed to get that out of my system.
(10-22-2015, 02:50 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 02:38 AM)AustinLB90 Wrote: [ -> ]wait wait are you actually getting life insurance right now?
if so that's gotta suck because somebody died, and it really sucks when somebody does.







i can't say much more because i hav tah slep.

(10-22-2015, 02:42 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]kinda keep it as a inheritance, you know money kept for generations suppose to not be use/use little passed down through the generation.
still, kind sorry for you loss, you have some of my condolences.
You know what I don't think I can even say anything to this except "welcome to the fucking show."

You guys pretty much ignored me when I said my dad was dying until I had to say to myself "well if there's ever a time to allow yourself to be emotional this clearly isn't it because nobody gives a flying fuck about your loss" and now that he's dead and I'm staring down the paperwork associated with his life insurance I get "wait somebody died?" and "you get some of my condolences."

fuckin thanks but no thanks, I'm well past the part where any emotional support would even be meaningful to me, nevermind the part where I might need some.

sorry needed to get that out of my system.
my memory isnt the best* but I remember it was something about your father's liver, you didnt say it was curable or not, but great buddha, I didnt expect it to be that soon, even Reks' have atleast/most a year if I recall properly, well not sure for Marx's

note*:it's still full of formulas for well mostly everything from electronics to material science thing and mechatronics design, dont try to use me as a calculator or I'll jam a Casio 570 calculator into your cranium.
(10-22-2015, 02:56 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 02:50 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]You know what I don't think I can even say anything to this except "welcome to the fucking show."

You guys pretty much ignored me when I said my dad was dying until I had to say to myself "well if there's ever a time to allow yourself to be emotional this clearly isn't it because nobody gives a flying fuck about your loss" and now that he's dead and I'm staring down the paperwork associated with his life insurance I get "wait somebody died?" and "you get some of my condolences."

fuckin thanks but no thanks, I'm well past the part where any emotional support would even be meaningful to me, nevermind the part where I might need some.

sorry needed to get that out of my system.
my memory isnt the best* but I remember it was something about your father's liver, you didnt say it was curable or not, but great buddha, I didnt expect it to be that soon, even Reks' have atleast/most a year if I recall properly, well not sure for Marx's

note*:it's still full of formulas for well mostly everything from electronics to material science thing and mechanics design, dont try to use me as a calculator or I'll jam a Casio 570 calculator into your cranium.
It had been building up for awhile in the form of Ammonia poisoning due to the liver failure, finally he was hospitalized because the fluid buildup was both causing him extreme pain and distress and the ammonia buildup had severely crippled his mental facilities.
He was in the hospital for 2 weeks, he spent 3 days of that in a morphine induced coma because even if he was able to recover from this the fluid and ammonia would build back up in the system and he'd simply be in and out of the hospital for the rest of the life, so on Monday I said my final goodbyes and he passed away that night.
(10-22-2015, 03:00 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 02:56 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]my memory isnt the best* but I remember it was something about your father's liver, you didnt say it was curable or not, but great buddha, I didnt expect it to be that soon, even Reks' have atleast/most a year if I recall properly, well not sure for Marx's

note*:it's still full of formulas for well mostly everything from electronics to material science thing and mechanics design, dont try to use me as a calculator or I'll jam a Casio 570 calculator into your cranium.
It had been building up for awhile in the form of Ammonia poisoning due to the liver failure, finally he was hospitalized because the fluid buildup was both causing him extreme pain and distress and the ammonia buildup had severely crippled his mental facilities.
He was in the hospital for 2 weeks, he spent 3 days of that in a morphine induced coma because even if he was able to recover from this the fluid and ammonia would build back up in the system and he'd simply be in and out of the hospital for the rest of the life, so on Monday I said my final goodbyes and he passed away that night.
it's already too late to say this but is it already too late stage for a liver transplant?
(10-22-2015, 03:05 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]it's already too late to say this but is it already too late stage for a liver transplant?

I don't think you quite understand
Surge's dad is dead. It is very much far too late. Plus, liver replacement isn't...really...easy. Nor cheap.

Surge, I'm sorry that I didn't give you some sort of consolation during the time. I know what it's like to lose a loved one, but...I don't know how to comfort others in the same situation. I didn't want to make things worse.
Sorry for not being there.
(10-22-2015, 03:05 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 03:00 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]It had been building up for awhile in the form of Ammonia poisoning due to the liver failure, finally he was hospitalized because the fluid buildup was both causing him extreme pain and distress and the ammonia buildup had severely crippled his mental facilities.
He was in the hospital for 2 weeks, he spent 3 days of that in a morphine induced coma because even if he was able to recover from this the fluid and ammonia would build back up in the system and he'd simply be in and out of the hospital for the rest of the life, so on Monday I said my final goodbyes and he passed away that night.
it's already too late to say this but is it already too late stage for a liver transplant?
They would never have given him one. The failure was the result of drug abuse.
(10-22-2015, 03:08 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 03:05 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]it's already too late to say this but is it already too late stage for a liver transplant?

I don't think you quite understand
Surge's dad is dead. It is very much far too late. Plus, liver replacement isn't...really...easy. Nor cheap.

Surge, I'm sorry that I didn't give you some sort of consolation during the time. I know what it's like to lose a loved one, but...I don't know how to comfort others in the same situation. I didn't want to make things worse.
Sorry for not being there.

that besome someone up there, not the sky, yes the cooperation hierarchy raised the price tag of a surgery to several folds the normal price in the US, I already heard some butt deices to raise the price of a pill from the usual 20USD to 200USD, that's bloody tenfolds! I WANT TO PUNCH SOMEONE AGAIN FOR THIS!!
(10-22-2015, 03:08 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 03:05 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]it's already too late to say this but is it already too late stage for a liver transplant?

I don't think you quite understand
Surge's dad is dead. It is very much far too late. Plus, liver replacement isn't...really...easy. Nor cheap.

Surge, I'm sorry that I didn't give you some sort of consolation during the time. I know what it's like to lose a loved one, but...I don't know how to comfort others in the same situation. I didn't want to make things worse.
Sorry for not being there.
As much as I want to be angry about this and hold a grudge like I do over so many other things because my own anger seems to be my only friend some days I do try to hold myself to a higher standard of behavior than that so while I'm frustrated that in a community I've been a part of for over a year at this point my situation was seemingly totally unrecognized except by Marx, I will endeavor not to let myself hold it against because such sensitive topics can be volatile and I cannot blame people for being scared of striking a nerve in trying to help.
(10-22-2015, 03:08 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 03:05 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]it's already too late to say this but is it already too late stage for a liver transplant?
They would never have given him one. The failure was the result of drug abuse.
I really hate it when when sometimes you cant receive a treatement because of this and that/being flagged for abuse, why is earth progress that backwards!
(10-22-2015, 03:15 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 03:08 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]They would never have given him one. The failure was the result of drug abuse.
I really hate it when when sometimes you cant receive a treatement because of this and that, why is earth progress thas backwards!

What? Listen I want my dad alive as much as anyone else in my family but the man was an alcoholic, he allowed it to consume him and it destroyed his body, I absolutely agree with the hospital that you cannot give somebody like that a second chance at life because it is just too likely that they will waste it, and there sure as hell aren't a lot of spare livers to go around.

More importantly this all assumes that there was any real chance of him recovering in the first place, he had several bacterial infections on top of the organ failure, the buildup had gone on for months untreated (because he was a stubborn bastard who hated being confined to a hospital bed), and at some point in that mess his kidneys failed too, there is no guarantee he would have lived through all of this while sitting on an organ transplant wait list, nevermind that our family would be able to afford the expenses this would incur.
(10-22-2015, 03:21 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]
(10-22-2015, 03:15 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: [ -> ]I really hate it when when sometimes you cant receive a treatement because of this and that, why is earth progress thas backwards!

What? Listen I want my dad alive as much as anyone else in my family but the man was an alcoholic, he allowed it to consume him and it destroyed his body, I absolutely agree with the hospital that you cannot give somebody like that a second chance at life because it is just too likely that they will waste it, and there sure as hell aren't a lot of spare livers to go around.

More importantly this all assumes that there was any real chance of him recovering in the first place, he had several bacterial infections on top of the organ failure, the buildup had gone on for months untreated (because he was a stubborn bastard who hated being confined to a hospital bed), and at some point in that mess his kidneys failed too, there is no guarantee he would have lived through all of this while sitting on an organ transplant wait list, nevermind that our family would be able to afford the expenses this would incur.
this really is a question on ethnicity which my simple processes cant comprehend, even though there's a huge pile statements in my head but I'll keep it short, I'm a robot even after all these years all I got was just things/systems I need to be just a drone in society, though it doesnt mean I cant learn still it would be taxing at this late.
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love it.
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