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RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Surge - 07-10-2015 Not one inch back. Okay I swear that's the last screenshot I have. well I have a few of the heroic final duel between my IS-7 and FV215b and the enemy Maus but I won't be posting any of them. I do enjoy setting up screenshots though. I just wish it wasn't bordering on image spam. RE: Terraria 1.3 discussion - Umbra - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 07:02 PM)Jim_Clonk Wrote:(07-10-2015, 04:18 PM)Umbra Wrote: No, no, no, no...Why do you think I was going to sell them? You mentioned strange plants and then you mentioned the traveling merchant. ...I get confused a lot. Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Marxon - 07-10-2015 Listen close because I'm not going to repeat myself. This is probably going to be the last time i discuss this as my audience has dwindled severely, after that ill probably feed everyone bullshit saying I'm okay and suffer in silence until it ends me or just turn dark and cynical. I want to tell you all how I truly feel, I want to accept your help and let you in to the deepest parts of who I am. I do, but I'm scared stiff, terrified of what may be revealed. I've in the past had opportunities for very deep introspection, a chance to look deep into myself... what I saw deep down there, was eldritch horror... it shocks me to the core the evil im capable of doing if my concentration lapses just a little. It's happened in the past only slightly and I've done things I'm too ashamed to say aloud... Getting off topic... Anyways, I'm a being who lives in a world of fear right now, fear of what I might do if I lose control, fear of what others will do when they see what I see in myself, fear of my medicine ceasing to help again, fear of losing the battle against depression and insanity... I have more troubles than any one man can bear, but that does not give me the right to force them onto the shoulders of others... I'm sorry. RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - kawaiiChiimera - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Marxon Wrote: Listen close because I'm not going to repeat myself.Ssshhh. *Hug.* RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Marxon - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Nepeta Wrote:Did you even take the time to read what I said?(07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Marxon Wrote: Listen close because I'm not going to repeat myself.Ssshhh. RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - kawaiiChiimera - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 07:55 PM)Marxon Wrote:You need a hug. So I gave you one.(07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Nepeta Wrote: Ssshhh.Did you even take the time to read what I said? RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Marxon - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 07:57 PM)Nepeta Wrote:Well I'm literally trembling right now, so yeah a firm hug helps a bit.(07-10-2015, 07:55 PM)Marxon Wrote: Did you even take the time to read what I said?You need a hug. So I gave you one. RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - kawaiiChiimera - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 07:58 PM)Marxon Wrote:*squeeze*(07-10-2015, 07:57 PM)Nepeta Wrote: You need a hug. So I gave you one.Well I'm literally trembling right now, so yeah a firm hug helps a bit. RE: Terraria 1.3 discussion - Battle Bee - 07-10-2015 I have not seen a single Slime Rain so far. Do I need to do something special in order for it to happen? RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Rukii - 07-10-2015 Edge If you had listened properly to the doctor when you were getting medication, or read your little pamphlet, you might have observed that having extreme peaks, as well as extreme dips in mood are a thing when starting out with medicine such as that. So yeah. No need for edge. RE: Terraria 1.3 discussion - Jim_Clonk - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 07:30 PM)Umbra Wrote:(07-10-2015, 07:02 PM)Jim_Clonk Wrote: Why do you think I was going to sell them? What I said was that I have strange plants, which I don't need, but the traveling merchant, which I need, I don't have. The reason why I need the traveling merchant (,which i don't have), is that I need the fishing pole he sells. I do however, have the dye trader now, because of the strange plants which I don't need. RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Segolia - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 08:10 PM)Rukii Wrote: [link=https://soundcloud.com/huffjenkerrday/crawling-in-my-hill-zone]Edge owo[/link] Can confirm - expect about a month for it to level out (and *don't* stop taking it suddenly) RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Surge - 07-10-2015 Eugh. This is why I prefer to not take any meds unless I'm in pain. I have enough trouble keeping my emotions and behavior in check without something mucking up my brain chemistry. RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Marxon - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 08:10 PM)Rukii Wrote: EdgeBut the lows keep going lower and lower, that's the opposite of what they should be. Either way I'm a discrace to this place, mental breakdown or drama queen, which is worse? RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Surge - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 08:15 PM)Marxon Wrote:Sometimes things gotta get worse before they can get better.(07-10-2015, 08:10 PM)Rukii Wrote: EdgeBut the lows keep going lower and lower, that's the opposite of what they should be. Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Marxon - 07-10-2015 Deep breaths... deep breaths. RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Corosar - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Marxon Wrote: Listen close because I'm not going to repeat myself.Marx.. i need to explain to you... that what i said i stand by.. simply because i needed to show the feelings i was getting... but i will also mention to this that your not the only one that lives in fear and darkness... its gonna take strength to hold onto your sanity... it always does... yes i may not know what your going through... but you don't know what i go through either... are they comparable... probably not.. but the fact remains.... alot of us here live in darkness and fear... those strong enough to push through it become better people... and i feel you have the potential... which is partly why i crack the metaphorical whip on you... i want you to be a better person... if that means being a fucking hardass on you sometimes... that is what it means... i left you alone because i knew as i was, i was only making things worse having you rely too much onto me for happyness and solutions when i knew that you needed some help that i could not provide... its not that i hate you... its just i know i was not capable i did what i felt was best for both of us to recover proper! (07-10-2015, 08:12 PM)Segolia Wrote:(07-10-2015, 08:10 PM)Rukii Wrote: [link=https://soundcloud.com/huffjenkerrday/crawling-in-my-hill-zone]Edge owo[/link] I totally agree with you seg RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Sankoro - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 08:15 PM)Marxon Wrote: But the lows keep going lower and lower, that's the opposite of what they should be. And just sitting around going "i'm so miserable" is going to help, right? You have to put the effort in too you know, just purely relying on your meds will only get you so far. Go for a walk, get a coffee or something. Staying inside and bickering on RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Marxon - 07-10-2015 (07-10-2015, 08:23 PM)Sankoro Wrote:I'm trying to help people understand what I'm going through.(07-10-2015, 08:15 PM)Marxon Wrote: But the lows keep going lower and lower, that's the opposite of what they should be. I don't need this from you. .. RE: Avali Nexus Forums 2: Back with a vengeance - Segolia - 07-10-2015 I think maybe it would be a good idea if everyone took a bit to cool their heads before this gets more heated. |