(12-18-2016, 06:41 AM)OdinYggd Wrote: I'm still checking up on the place regularly, but the activity has taken a pretty steep drop the past few months and is now consistently less than half of what it was.

You know, for all the hate that a few people got at times over some of things they said and did, you gotta admit that drama was a big part in keeping the place lively if a bit frustrating. Because people were always coming back to see what had happened next.

(12-18-2016, 07:32 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: what about depressing drama, cause I got tonne of it, cause someone think having a break from december to july-august doing "nothing" is "wasting time"

(12-18-2016, 07:41 AM)Surge Wrote:

(12-18-2016, 07:32 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: what about depressing drama, cause I got tonne of it, cause someone think having a break from december to july-august doing "nothing" is "wasting time"

Me too thanks

(12-18-2016, 08:12 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote:

(12-18-2016, 07:41 AM)Surge Wrote: Me too thanks

so what's your story, dont you got something that you might like as a military maintenance technician?

(12-18-2016, 03:23 AM)Surge Wrote: I keep going "I regret agreeing to moderate this server" but at the same time I don't trust anyone there to replace me as lead admin so I wouldn't feel right just stepping down. I keep getting myself into these kind of binds. :/

(12-20-2016, 12:54 AM)Rahizel Wrote: Even if this place is "dead" which I don't think it is I'm still loyal to it... for what little that's worth.

Odd how even now that I've made certain that attempting to be with large groups is both oddly alluring... but a major cause of psychosis in me as has been demonstrated... all, too, well.

Knowing is half the battle so theres solacs to be had in knowing where you stand, that being said though I usually struggle through the holidays, dearly...

Found myself an ace in the hole though, love. I found one who knows me better than I know myself, one I care for and trust so that their mere involvement can flush my head of all those bad, melodramatic actions a depressed mind yearns to enact, someone who can pass right through the defenses that I often dont see I've built but many a friend has crashed against.



Long story short is that while I may have not found normalcy... life has meaning and direction again and that makes me feel something I thought I never would ever again... okay.

That's me in a nutshell how is everyone else?

(12-20-2016, 01:49 AM)Surge Wrote:
o-o-oh.
oh my.
Kerensky stay my hand! I need that money!

(12-20-2016, 08:21 PM)Surge Wrote:
why did it have to be furries?

(12-20-2016, 12:54 AM)Rahizel Wrote: Even if this place is "dead" which I don't think it is I'm still loyal to it... for what little that's worth.

Odd how even now that I've made certain that attempting to be with large groups is both oddly alluring... but a major cause of psychosis in me as has been demonstrated... all, too, well.

Knowing is half the battle so theres solacs to be had in knowing where you stand, that being said though I usually struggle through the holidays, dearly...

Found myself an ace in the hole though, love. I found one who knows me better than I know myself, one I care for and trust so that their mere involvement can flush my head of all those bad, melodramatic actions a depressed mind yearns to enact, someone who can pass right through the defenses that I often dont see I've built but many a friend has crashed against.



Long story short is that while I may have not found normalcy... life has meaning and direction again and that makes me feel something I thought I never would ever again... okay.

That's me in a nutshell how is everyone else?

(12-21-2016, 06:11 AM)Reks Wrote:

(12-20-2016, 12:54 AM)Rahizel Wrote: Even if this place is "dead" which I don't think it is I'm still loyal to it... for what little that's worth.

Odd how even now that I've made certain that attempting to be with large groups is both oddly alluring... but a major cause of psychosis in me as has been demonstrated... all, too, well.

Knowing is half the battle so theres solacs to be had in knowing where you stand, that being said though I usually struggle through the holidays, dearly...

Found myself an ace in the hole though, love. I found one who knows me better than I know myself, one I care for and trust so that their mere involvement can flush my head of all those bad, melodramatic actions a depressed mind yearns to enact, someone who can pass right through the defenses that I often dont see I've built but many a friend has crashed against.



Long story short is that while I may have not found normalcy... life has meaning and direction again and that makes me feel something I thought I never would ever again... okay.

That's me in a nutshell how is everyone else?

Good to see you doing well.

Keep on track and things will look up even more.