07-10-2015, 09:57 PM
(07-10-2015, 09:56 PM)Corosar Wrote:Glad to know you care, but suicide is off the table.(07-10-2015, 09:46 PM)Marxon Wrote: I'm going to go now, I'm digging my hole only deeper, and i still have no freaking idea how to climb out...Marxon i swear if you do something to end it i will make sure to find a way in the afterlife to make you regret it... you may not beleive in reincarnation but for me it is very much a real thing... and for me if i find out you did something and i find you in the next life if you have a next life i will make sure you know how much more pissed off with you then you think i am right now... you don't realize that sometimes being blunt is how i have to be to get through to some people... even if the comments are not directed towards me but show how unstable your mental state is right now i still want you to be a better person!... you don't think it ... and i know i can't directly help you... but if it meant leaving you for a bit to help you focus on bettering yourself that is what i was more than willing to do..
I'm so fucking lost... I don't know what to do anymore, what to say, how to save myself... I've got a slim chance of surviving this seeing how I've fucked up so much even my friends either can't or aren't willing to meaningfully support me...
I'm sorry you all have to put up with my shit as I struggle to piece together a shattered mind, you deserve better.
(07-10-2015, 09:47 PM)Ehksidian Wrote: Please keep in mind exactly what I said.
And do not, under ANY circumstance, stop taking your medicine. Stopping will only make things far worse than they are now.
and most definately don't stop the medications... the aftereffects are worse then the current effects...