06-25-2015, 02:09 AM
(06-25-2015, 01:47 AM)Reks Wrote:That, or at least make it incredibly easier to handle.(06-25-2015, 01:27 AM)Marxon Wrote: Well, I'm just freaking depressed, not that anyone cares.
I wouldn't say it's that we don't care, it's that we can't help.
IF some don't care, it's entirely because you complain too much about it when you should know we can't properly help you.
You've invested too much in the Nexus emotionally, and you're not getting it back now. So go seek actual help, then come back when you're not reliant on us for relief.
If that was too vague for you, then here's this: IF you get help from us, it's only going to cause a backslide and all of a sudden you're depressed again.
Getting professional help is the best choice for you right now, regardless of whether or not you want to. It might not work right away, but eventually they WILL get the medications right and it'll go away.
There's only so much other people can do, Marx, and at some point you have to take responsibility for yourself. You can't expect other people to jump through hoops for you and take your own life into their hands - they have their own life to handle.
Don't get me wrong - that would never mean that someone doesn't care about you or for you, but they don't make your decisions. They don't decide the way you feel or the actions you choose. And people do and have supported you, Marx, but they can't 'cure' you. They can support you, they can let you know they're there, but that's about as much as they can do - you have to make a conscious effort to be and get better, whether it be through minor changes in your life, like eating habits or picking up a hobby, or seeing a professional, like a counselor or a therapist. I know you can do it, Marx, but you have to be willing to take the first step.