06-10-2015, 12:37 AM
(06-10-2015, 12:35 AM)Surge Wrote:I'm uncomfortable around furries in large numbers, call me a bigot if you want for it.(06-10-2015, 12:33 AM)Marxon Wrote: Sometimes I feel like I'm destined to be lonely...http://www.reddit.com/r/furry/
Normally I go unnoticed completely unless I draw attention to myself, but when I do this everyone gets annoyed and tells me im being dramatic... but if i stop i quickly get excluded by people, same if i keep going.
I've never felt a true sense of being important or a feeling of belonging in a group of more than 3 people, I've been ostracized by every group I've been in to this day, and after a while, i just lose hope.
People tell me they're there for me but when I need them they push me away... "go seek professional help" they often say. big surprise, professional help doesn't do shit...
I need better friends, maybe they could give me a reason to not kill myself.