06-10-2015, 02:15 AM
(06-10-2015, 02:09 AM)Marxon Wrote:(06-10-2015, 02:06 AM)Surge Wrote: I wonder why.A shame this is all true.
Okay so let's go over the reasons.
1: you're clingy, okay there's no way to beat around the bush here, latching onto one or two people like a lamprey and sucking away their time and energy by trying to never leave their side is something people will either tolerate because some folks are just not very socially competent and do things like that, or they will hold you in low regard because of this.
2: this came in totally out of left field, you went from a fully functioning member of the community to self-loathing trainwreck actively pushing people away from you completely out of the blue, I could point a jet vertically down and turn on the afterburners and I still wouldn't be able to crash that hard.
3: this has gone on for far too long, everyone has a limit to their patience, with so many people having tried to help you for so long and you still begging for more and more constantly, nobody is willing to give anymore.
4: you don't want help, this is painfully evident, you have rejected everything that has been offered to you and then demanded more, which you either reject as well or don't receive and then throw a tantrum over.
5: you sabotage yourself, on a few occasions you have directly admitted to be trying to make people hate you, these efforts have mostly been far less effective than your other habits but the sentiment remains.
horseshit. newsflash, if you can't do it nobody can. this isn't something people can fix for you, no matter how much either party wants it, you've convinced yourself that YOU can't fix this and thus you've made it completely impossible to fix.
If you want to wait for somebody else to fix your brain and emotions they'll never show up and you'll die still waiting.
And then this. Motherfuck, Marx. How can ANYTHING change or improve if you give up before even attempting anything?
No, because you want us to do it for you. Even if it was the case that you needed help beyond your own capabilities, you prove that wrong by throwing away all help and advice we could possibly give.
So no. None of us have an obligation to help you. It only feeds your desire for attention.
And you'll likely hear what you want to hear from this, so it's a waste of my time.