06-10-2015, 02:16 AM
(06-10-2015, 02:09 AM)Marxon Wrote:No the shame is that you've not given any thought to that statement, you've seen something that reflects on you poorly and automatically agreed, and you will do nothing with that information OR this information, you will go on hating yourself and refusing to stop for any reason.(06-10-2015, 02:06 AM)Surge Wrote: I wonder why.A shame this is all true.
Okay so let's go over the reasons.
1: you're clingy, okay there's no way to beat around the bush here, latching onto one or two people like a lamprey and sucking away their time and energy by trying to never leave their side is something people will either tolerate because some folks are just not very socially competent and do things like that, or they will hold you in low regard because of this.
2: this came in totally out of left field, you went from a fully functioning member of the community to self-loathing trainwreck actively pushing people away from you completely out of the blue, I could point a jet vertically down and turn on the afterburners and I still wouldn't be able to crash that hard.
3: this has gone on for far too long, everyone has a limit to their patience, with so many people having tried to help you for so long and you still begging for more and more constantly, nobody is willing to give anymore.
4: you don't want help, this is painfully evident, you have rejected everything that has been offered to you and then demanded more, which you either reject as well or don't receive and then throw a tantrum over.
5: you sabotage yourself, on a few occasions you have directly admitted to be trying to make people hate you, these efforts have mostly been far less effective than your other habits but the sentiment remains.
horseshit. newsflash, if you can't do it nobody can. this isn't something people can fix for you, no matter how much either party wants it, you've convinced yourself that YOU can't fix this and thus you've made it completely impossible to fix.
If you want to wait for somebody else to fix your brain and emotions they'll never show up and you'll die still waiting.
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