07-08-2015, 03:00 AM
(07-08-2015, 02:52 AM)Marxon Wrote:(07-08-2015, 02:51 AM)Corosar Wrote: I Would like to mention that i was simply stating what drove me nuts originally... i will admit i have seen some improvement in him but i feel that he needs to take time to better himself and take strides towards dealing with depression and giving it the time it neeeds to be effective... during the time that he is adjusting i fear that i will snap on him when i know he is trying... which is why i refuse to unblock him at the moment.... not because i hate him... its because for my oppinion it is for his and my own sanity...Awwww you're dealing with it too?
again i don't hate him... i just feel he needs to adjust and let the treatment work... till then i feel its just... not stable enough for me to be around him as i am also partly in the dumps recently and rather not have him or me trying to cut each other apart out of something stupid... which i expect would set us off right now.
I hope you get better as well.
I have been feeling very useless and depressed recently... basically a bore and a burden to others... and spreading myself to a point where i nearly broke down once a week.. but i have been taking time for myself and stopped being as altristic as i use to be.... hell i still give my all for those i care about.. and potential friends i feel need help... but i have become introverted... and more quiet... course i still rant the fuck out of things... but basically what i am saying is i am learning what causes me to flip shit and try to avoid it... right now... alot of things are triggers for me.. but i rather not let others know unless i feel they really wish to know whats bothering me... i can't stand putting the burden on others to help me when i know i must break the mindset myself.