08-20-2015, 10:15 PM
(08-20-2015, 07:13 PM)Marxon Wrote: Is it possible to hate yourself too much to be able to accept love from anyone else?
Marx.
You need to stop this.
You need to stop indulging in constant, depreciating public self-hate, because it makes others get annoyed at you. When others get annoyed at you, it makes you even more depressed, and it's a viscious cycle. Seeking out cuddles and stuff doesn't help either, because it's a band-aid solution.
When you start feeling depressed like this, step away from the computer. Go out on a walk. Do not go on and on about it in a public place, because it makes people irritated at you, which will lead to you feeling worse about your situation. If you feel bad, don't post it in public. Don't PM people about it unless they're willing to listen. If no one wants to, write it down in a word document, or on paper. I recommend doing it on physical paper, then utterly destroying the paper, rip it to shreds, burn it, whatever. It's therapeutic. But posting about it in a public place, especially places where people expressly state they do not want to hear it a ton...it will only make your situation worse.
If you keep this up, I will ban you - again - from the forums until you cool down and feel better.
#FREEDOMFROMPANTS
Heir of Mind