09-21-2015, 02:03 PM
I'm going to try and keep this short but it may run on a bit.
So, remember when I went to church? The good feelings from that lasted about, 5 hours. Today I feel absolutely miserable. I would try to do something useful and try to talk things out here but I've already got people complaining "Marx stop causing draaaama!" So I thought I'd do it in private.
Low and behold, most of the people caring enough and willing to help me out, don't want anything to do with me anymore (Reks included) so I'm not sure where to go.
I've tried all the self help techniques, reminisce about happy thoughts, listen to uplifting music, even force a smile till it hurts, nothing works.
Since this is already getting long I'm going to leave with, first, I ment no ill will towards what I said to Reks, I greatly value them as a friend and a good source of support, I feel quite bad that I haven't given Reks more attention.
Second, this is the first and hopefully last post on this topic today, unless anyone wants to try and be supportive or help through steam or Skype, I'm open to it. I'll even take notes so I remember it this time. Until then though, I'll suffer in silence so none of you have to put up with me anymore than you already have.
Hope you all have a nice day.
Also Reks do you remove everyone who doesn't talk to you on a regular basis? Just curious.
So, remember when I went to church? The good feelings from that lasted about, 5 hours. Today I feel absolutely miserable. I would try to do something useful and try to talk things out here but I've already got people complaining "Marx stop causing draaaama!" So I thought I'd do it in private.
Low and behold, most of the people caring enough and willing to help me out, don't want anything to do with me anymore (Reks included) so I'm not sure where to go.
I've tried all the self help techniques, reminisce about happy thoughts, listen to uplifting music, even force a smile till it hurts, nothing works.
Since this is already getting long I'm going to leave with, first, I ment no ill will towards what I said to Reks, I greatly value them as a friend and a good source of support, I feel quite bad that I haven't given Reks more attention.
Second, this is the first and hopefully last post on this topic today, unless anyone wants to try and be supportive or help through steam or Skype, I'm open to it. I'll even take notes so I remember it this time. Until then though, I'll suffer in silence so none of you have to put up with me anymore than you already have.
Hope you all have a nice day.
Also Reks do you remove everyone who doesn't talk to you on a regular basis? Just curious.