10-22-2015, 02:09 PM
(10-22-2015, 02:50 AM)Surge Wrote:Hey, I noticed...(10-22-2015, 02:38 AM)AustinLB90 Wrote: wait wait are you actually getting life insurance right now?
if so that's gotta suck because somebody died, and it really sucks when somebody does.
i can't say much more because i hav tah slep.
(10-22-2015, 02:42 AM)SCN-3_NULL Wrote: kinda keep it as a inheritance, you know money kept for generations suppose to not be use/use little passed down through the generation.You know what I don't think I can even say anything to this except "welcome to the fucking show."
still, kind sorry for you loss, you have some of my condolences.
You guys pretty much ignored me when I said my dad was dying until I had to say to myself "well if there's ever a time to allow yourself to be emotional this clearly isn't it because nobody gives a flying fuck about your loss" and now that he's dead and I'm staring down the paperwork associated with his life insurance I get "wait somebody died?" and "you get some of my condolences."
fuckin thanks but no thanks, I'm well past the part where any emotional support would even be meaningful to me, nevermind the part where I might need some.
sorry needed to get that out of my system.
Well, fuck. That's a whole new level of suck.
(10-22-2015, 03:14 AM)Surge Wrote:(10-22-2015, 03:08 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: I don't think you quite understandAs much as I want to be angry about this and hold a grudge like I do over so many other things because my own anger seems to be my only friend some days I do try to hold myself to a higher standard of behavior than that so while I'm frustrated that in a community I've been a part of for over a year at this point my situation was seemingly totally unrecognized except by Marx, I will endeavor not to let myself hold it against because such sensitive topics can be volatile and I cannot blame people for being scared of striking a nerve in trying to help.
Surge's dad is dead. It is very much far too late. Plus, liver replacement isn't...really...easy. Nor cheap.
Surge, I'm sorry that I didn't give you some sort of consolation during the time. I know what it's like to lose a loved one, but...I don't know how to comfort others in the same situation. I didn't want to make things worse.
Sorry for not being there.
Oh...
Well I am still listening if you need to get things off your chest jn private, I know I did when I walked in on my grandmother who died in her sleep.
They say time heals all wounds, but sometimes, all the time in the world can't bring back the dead, or help you unsee the unforgettable.