06-12-2016, 08:29 PM
(06-12-2016, 05:51 PM)SilverOtter Wrote:(06-12-2016, 05:44 PM)Rahizel Wrote: That and YOU personally have taught me that this is definitely no place to have visible emotions.Honestly, I'm a terrible socalizer and should never be used as a baseline for anything.
(06-12-2016, 06:07 PM)Lost Rinoah Wrote:(06-12-2016, 04:19 AM)Surge Wrote: Welcome back.
Thankee.
I could have done this so many times and I haven't, because I wish nothing bad upon anyone. And I do not actually mean it.
"Rahizel, my favorite attention wormhole. How's your oh so horrible life going. Probably better than mine."
Such a statement probably instantly sets you into a stressed stubborn state. And this redirects you to attempt refusing that it effected you at all. Which would make it obvious that it did.
You need to stop letting things eat at you. Too many people refuse to accept that and I've watched them rot in front of me because of it. It never goes well to take things so seriously. So relax and realize that instead of glaring at words and an avatar on a computer screen, there's something called youtube, there are books to read, there are games to play, so many opportunities to release your stress that doesn't involve forcing other people to deal with your problems, we all have lives , we all have stress and problems to deal with. I don't want you to leave, but I don't want you complaining about every little thing either.
We don't need a punching bag, we need members. It's up to you to choose where your intentions lie. Not us. We don't want to see some stressed person online. We want to see someone who is having fun, doing things, enjoying your hobbies what they may be. Not, whining about how bad your life is. My hobbies are writing, reading, and video games, so I am here.
I hope I'm not upsetting anyone with this. Most of all Rahizel, although I probably am. And I'm sorry. But I've already staved off saying something numerous times because all I could come up with was some ill willed drivel that would have done little good. And I hope this does more good that bad. But I'm not psychic. I just study psychology and interactions.
While your information is definitely helpful its humiliating to be given it publicly.
Yes my situation is shit no I don't know how to cope with it. It's so bad that I am just going to keep it unknown because it will drag everyone down. Funny how all of it started around the point I came around, but it came like a typhoon.
What I will say is that I had a mental breakdown at my job today and it took EVERY BIT OF SANITY I had to not go postal...
I'm making a REALLY damn bad first impression aren't I? I am only writing this so you don't think I ran. I need to chec myself and make sure I'm calm and composed before posting.