12-21-2016, 06:13 AM
(12-21-2016, 06:11 AM)Reks Wrote:(12-20-2016, 12:54 AM)Rahizel Wrote: Even if this place is "dead" which I don't think it is I'm still loyal to it... for what little that's worth.
Odd how even now that I've made certain that attempting to be with large groups is both oddly alluring... but a major cause of psychosis in me as has been demonstrated... all, too, well.
Knowing is half the battle so theres solacs to be had in knowing where you stand, that being said though I usually struggle through the holidays, dearly...
Found myself an ace in the hole though, love. I found one who knows me better than I know myself, one I care for and trust so that their mere involvement can flush my head of all those bad, melodramatic actions a depressed mind yearns to enact, someone who can pass right through the defenses that I often dont see I've built but many a friend has crashed against.
Long story short is that while I may have not found normalcy... life has meaning and direction again and that makes me feel something I thought I never would ever again... okay.
That's me in a nutshell how is everyone else?
Good to see you doing well.
Keep on track and things will look up even more.
Odd hearing... anything, from you.
Keeping on track yes.