05-28-2015, 04:34 AM
(05-28-2015, 04:32 AM)Marxon Wrote:(05-28-2015, 04:28 AM)Umbra Wrote: ...No use? Is that what you're sad about?I have my own little slice of madness in my head, it screams at me to do TERRIBLE things, only being drunk shuts it up...
What makes you think having no use is bad?
When you have a use, like me, people expect things from you.
You're supposed to do what everyone else needs you too, even when it gets really hard and you're stretching yourself thin.
You lose sleep at nights because you fear that you're going to have to be useful again, risking your life, your strength, your sanity, or even all three.
Sometimes I wish I had no use. I'd finally be able to relax and not have to worry myself and worry myself and worry myself all day, all night, all afternoon...
You're not useless. You're lucky you aren't caught up in this madness.
// same here... Samhain seems like he'd be fun to fight, but if this story that's so great already just ends up being scrapped, that'd be a shame...
I've experienced that before...
Ever have a god of madness whisper things in one ear while temptation whispers in the other?
I had to learn the hard way to ignore both of them, and now I'm finally some degree of sane.
...At least, I think I was...