Avali Nexus

(05-28-2015, 04:32 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:28 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]...No use? Is that what you're sad about?


What makes you think having no use is bad?

When you have a use, like me, people expect things from you.
You're supposed to do what everyone else needs you too, even when it gets really hard and you're stretching yourself thin.
You lose sleep at nights because you fear that you're going to have to be useful again, risking your life, your strength, your sanity, or even all three.
Sometimes I wish I had no use. I'd finally be able to relax and not have to worry myself and worry myself and worry myself all day, all night, all afternoon...

You're not useless. You're lucky you aren't caught up in this madness.

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// same here... Samhain seems like he'd be fun to fight, but if this story that's so great already just ends up being scrapped, that'd be a shame...

I have my own little slice of madness in my head, it screams at me to do TERRIBLE things, only being drunk shuts it up...

I've experienced that before...
Ever have a god of madness whisper things in one ear while temptation whispers in the other?
I had to learn the hard way to ignore both of them, and now I'm finally some degree of sane.
...At least, I think I was...

(05-28-2015, 04:34 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:32 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]I have my own little slice of madness in my head, it screams at me to do TERRIBLE things, only being drunk shuts it up...

I've experienced that before...
Ever have a god of madness whisper things in one ear while temptation whispers in the other?
I had to learn the hard way to ignore both of them, and now I'm finally some degree of sane.
...At least, I think I was...

It's worse...

I just, don't want to live anymore...

(05-28-2015, 04:33 AM)Shaadaris Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:21 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]// wish I could help, but... I don't really know how...

Thanks anyways. I'd love help but heck if I know how to get any.

(05-28-2015, 04:25 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]//I noticed the posts, it's just...I couldn't really...do anything with them.
I was actually happy to know that there was at least...something possibly coming around in the future, which was why everything is trying to be made more...sane, in terms of stuff, honestly.
Now I feel partially responsible for this. Fuck.

Don't. It's mostly just my writer's block catching up to me. I haven't written anything in any of my stories for probably a month now due to this block.
It seems right now I'm only capable of working on new things...
That and the fact that I don't know where I want to go with all this anymore... eh...

On the topic of insanity and ridiculous posting though... I know things have been getting saner around here and I'm pleased with that, to say the least.
But for a while I've been thinking of an idea - this is a ridiculous idea since we're trying to keep these forums organized and together.
I was thinking since this is dubbed the Nonserious RP, maybe we could get a "Plot RP" thread, whereas the rules are looser than the CFForums RP, and maybe it has tie-ins with this RP, but there's an overarching plot and setting from day one to avoid the widespreadedness and nonsensicality of this thread.
I dunno. Probably a terrible idea. Just thought I'd type it out so that my brain would stop bothering me about it.

...That's actually not a bad idea at all. We could use the whole "alternate timelines from one event" thing and make it happen in a similar, yet different setting.
// ...But that's just a suggestion.

(05-28-2015, 04:33 AM)Shaadaris Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:21 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]// wish I could help, but... I don't really know how...

Thanks anyways. I'd love help but heck if I know how to get any.

(05-28-2015, 04:25 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]//I noticed the posts, it's just...I couldn't really...do anything with them.
I was actually happy to know that there was at least...something possibly coming around in the future, which was why everything is trying to be made more...sane, in terms of stuff, honestly.
Now I feel partially responsible for this. Fuck.

Don't. It's mostly just my writer's block catching up to me. I haven't written anything in any of my stories for probably a month now due to this block.
It seems right now I'm only capable of working on new things...
That and the fact that I don't know where I want to go with all this anymore... eh...

On the topic of insanity and ridiculous posting though... I know things have been getting saner around here and I'm pleased with that, to say the least.
But for a while I've been thinking of an idea - this is a ridiculous idea since we're trying to keep these forums organized and together.
I was thinking since this is dubbed the Nonserious RP, maybe we could get a "Plot RP" thread, whereas the rules are looser than the CFForums RP, and maybe it has tie-ins with this RP, but there's an overarching plot and setting from day one to avoid the widespreadedness and nonsensicality of this thread.
I dunno. Probably a terrible idea. Just thought I'd type it out so that my brain would stop bothering me about it.

//I mean, just because it's nonserious doesn't mean it can't have an overarching plot. And really, I've been wanting to tone down the nonsense for a while.
//it's starting to resemble something that isn't a bunch of silly shitting about with no rhyme or reason now, at least. And hopefully you'll just overcome your writer's block. It's awful getting it - I speak from experience, I have lost the will to write many things because of it.

(05-28-2015, 04:35 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:34 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]I've experienced that before...
Ever have a god of madness whisper things in one ear while temptation whispers in the other?
I had to learn the hard way to ignore both of them, and now I'm finally some degree of sane.
...At least, I think I was...

It's worse...

I just, don't want to live anymore...

Trust me, NOTHING is worse than having an immortal being with an Irish accent rambling about random things in your head while occasionally sneaking in terrible ideas.

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(05-28-2015, 04:38 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]//I mean, just because it's nonserious doesn't mean it can't have an overarching plot. And really, I've been wanting to tone down the nonsense for a while.
//it's starting to resemble something that isn't a bunch of silly shitting about with no rhyme or reason now, at least. And hopefully you'll just overcome your writer's block. It's awful getting it - I speak from experience, I have lost the will to write many things because of it.

// same here- being creative is really hard sometimes . A.

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Well, it's getting really late for me... If anything, it's past my self-set bedtime...
Thanks for dinner, Danu. Sleep well, everyone...
*heads out and toward his house, taking what's left of his portion of meat with him*
// 9:45 over here and I've got school tomorrow... G'night.

(05-28-2015, 04:39 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:35 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]It's worse...

I just, don't want to live anymore...

Trust me, NOTHING is worse than having an immortal being with an Irish accent rambling about random things in your head while occasionally sneaking in terrible ideas.

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(05-28-2015, 04:38 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]//I mean, just because it's nonserious doesn't mean it can't have an overarching plot. And really, I've been wanting to tone down the nonsense for a while.
//it's starting to resemble something that isn't a bunch of silly shitting about with no rhyme or reason now, at least. And hopefully you'll just overcome your writer's block. It's awful getting it - I speak from experience, I have lost the will to write many things because of it.

// same here- being creative is really hard sometimes . A.

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Well, it's getting really late for me... If anything, it's past my self-set bedtime...
Thanks for dinner, Danu. Sleep well, everyone...
*heads out and toward his house, taking what's left of his portion of meat with him*
// 9:45 over here and I've got school tomorrow... G'night.

Mine just sounds like pure anger and hate, and wants me to murder, mutilate others and myself, commit horrible crimes...

(05-28-2015, 04:39 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]Trust me, NOTHING is worse than having an immortal being with an Irish accent rambling about random things in your head while occasionally sneaking in terrible ideas.

*Imagines Sheogorath but -Scottish and +Irish*
MUST BE A THING.

(05-28-2015, 04:38 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:33 AM)Shaadaris Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks anyways. I'd love help but heck if I know how to get any.


Don't. It's mostly just my writer's block catching up to me. I haven't written anything in any of my stories for probably a month now due to this block.
It seems right now I'm only capable of working on new things...
That and the fact that I don't know where I want to go with all this anymore... eh...

On the topic of insanity and ridiculous posting though... I know things have been getting saner around here and I'm pleased with that, to say the least.
But for a while I've been thinking of an idea - this is a ridiculous idea since we're trying to keep these forums organized and together.
I was thinking since this is dubbed the Nonserious RP, maybe we could get a "Plot RP" thread, whereas the rules are looser than the CFForums RP, and maybe it has tie-ins with this RP, but there's an overarching plot and setting from day one to avoid the widespreadedness and nonsensicality of this thread.
I dunno. Probably a terrible idea. Just thought I'd type it out so that my brain would stop bothering me about it.

//I mean, just because it's nonserious doesn't mean it can't have an overarching plot. And really, I've been wanting to tone down the nonsense for a while.
//it's starting to resemble something that isn't a bunch of silly shitting about with no rhyme or reason now, at least. And hopefully you'll just overcome your writer's block. It's awful getting it - I speak from experience, I have lost the will to write many things because of it.

Yeah, that's a nice thing.
As for the block... I dunno...
I mean, I'm like 30 pages into one work and ~70 in another (and 4 or 5 in the third) and now I've started a fourth because I can't think of where to go with the others...

(05-28-2015, 04:37 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:33 AM)Shaadaris Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks anyways. I'd love help but heck if I know how to get any.



Don't. It's mostly just my writer's block catching up to me. I haven't written anything in any of my stories for probably a month now due to this block.
It seems right now I'm only capable of working on new things...
That and the fact that I don't know where I want to go with all this anymore... eh...

On the topic of insanity and ridiculous posting though... I know things have been getting saner around here and I'm pleased with that, to say the least.
But for a while I've been thinking of an idea - this is a ridiculous idea since we're trying to keep these forums organized and together.
I was thinking since this is dubbed the Nonserious RP, maybe we could get a "Plot RP" thread, whereas the rules are looser than the CFForums RP, and maybe it has tie-ins with this RP, but there's an overarching plot and setting from day one to avoid the widespreadedness and nonsensicality of this thread.
I dunno. Probably a terrible idea. Just thought I'd type it out so that my brain would stop bothering me about it.

...That's actually not a bad idea at all. We could use the whole "alternate timelines from one event" thing and make it happen in a similar, yet different setting.
// ...But that's just a suggestion.

Ooo, alternate timelines...
...
...
...
IDEA!maybe.
If alternate timelines are a thing I might have an idea. Maybe.

(05-28-2015, 04:39 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]Well, it's getting really late for me... If anything, it's past my self-set bedtime...
Thanks for dinner, Danu. Sleep well, everyone...
*heads out and toward his house, taking what's left of his portion of meat with him*
// 9:45 over here and I've got school tomorrow... G'night.

Yes, I need to get back to work on fixing Ehks' issue. He's still not too happy, but this experience will probably be good for him. Thank you for the meal, Danu, it really helped.
*And with that, I exit the house, and return to my own home to resume the work I had been doing over the past few days.*

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(05-28-2015, 04:46 AM)Shaadaris Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:39 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]Trust me, NOTHING is worse than having an immortal being with an Irish accent rambling about random things in your head while occasionally sneaking in terrible ideas.

*Imagines Sheogorath but -Scottish and +Irish*
MUST BE A THING.

(05-28-2015, 04:38 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]//I mean, just because it's nonserious doesn't mean it can't have an overarching plot. And really, I've been wanting to tone down the nonsense for a while.
//it's starting to resemble something that isn't a bunch of silly shitting about with no rhyme or reason now, at least. And hopefully you'll just overcome your writer's block. It's awful getting it - I speak from experience, I have lost the will to write many things because of it.

Yeah, that's a nice thing.
As for the block... I dunno...
I mean, I'm like 30 pages into one work and ~70 in another (and 4 or 5 in the third) and now I've started a fourth because I can't think of where to go with the others...

(05-28-2015, 04:37 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]...That's actually not a bad idea at all. We could use the whole "alternate timelines from one event" thing and make it happen in a similar, yet different setting.
// ...But that's just a suggestion.

Ooo, alternate timelines...
...
...
...
IDEA!maybe.
If alternate timelines are a thing I might have an idea. Maybe.

//Well, alt timelines are indeed a ting. After all, cursed!Ehks is here.
//anyways gn all.

*Tatyana stumbles into the area, carrying a backpack on a shoulder.*
Blech.

(05-28-2015, 04:28 AM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-28-2015, 04:25 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]//I noticed the posts, it's just...I couldn't really...do anything with them.
I was actually happy to know that there was at least...something possibly coming around in the future, which was why everything is trying to be made more...sane, in terms of stuff, honestly.
Now I feel partially responsible for this. Fuck.

// same here... Samhain seems like he'd be fun to fight, but if this story that's so great already just ends up being scrapped, that'd be a shame...

// Darnit. I was looking forward to the evil villian finally taking part in some evildoings that our characters couldn't simply cheapshot their way out of.
// Its tough to interact with characters in a different location though, but I was hoping to get the RP situated enough to where you could let these villians be villians without getting instantly ripped to component atoms.

The next morning found Danu feeling a little better, after breakfast she dressed and went on a walk around the village.

Seeing the burned orchard left her a little down, yet still hopeful in knowing that this afternoon she'd be helping Danatre replant it.

*She lazily flops onto the grassy ground, looking around across the stone slab that was the center of the area for the Nexus-ees.*

*yawns and stretches, but otherwise doesn't move*

(05-28-2015, 04:46 AM)Shaadaris Wrote: [ -> ]*Imagines Sheogorath but -Scottish and +Irish*
MUST BE A THING.

Yeah, that's a nice thing.
As for the block... I dunno...
I mean, I'm like 30 pages into one work and ~70 in another (and 4 or 5 in the third) and now I've started a fourth because I can't think of where to go with the others...

Ooo, alternate timelines...
...
...
...
IDEA!maybe.
If alternate timelines are a thing I might have an idea. Maybe.

// Oh, he IS Scottish, isn't he?... Oops.

// And hey, I did something! ^u^

*Umbra sleepily exits his house through the shabbily repaired, lockless door*
I really need a new door...

(05-28-2015, 01:05 PM)kawaiiChiimera Wrote: [ -> ]*She lazily flops onto the grassy ground, looking around across the stone slab that was the center of the area for the Nexus-ees.*

Hey, Tat...

(05-28-2015, 03:14 PM)Penguin Wrote: [ -> ]I uh.

Didn't plant things..

I made.. pottery?

I.. i feel so pure now though..

Oh, that's good...

*From Wurg's house, a...surprisingly short anthropomorphized cat walks out. It doesn't seem much taller than Ehks was before.*
Great, fucking great, I didn't realize Wurg would have to charge like this. Fucking hell...

(05-28-2015, 05:18 PM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]*From Wurg's house, a...surprisingly short anthropomorphized cat walks out. It doesn't seem much taller than Ehks was before.*
Great, fucking great, I didn't realize Wurg would have to charge like this. Fucking hell...

...
I can't look at you and not think you're a young Khajit.