(09-20-2015, 02:42 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 02:42 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]No.
Please?
(09-20-2015, 02:42 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]No.
You always.
Every single time.
Ask for me to delete it. I always say no, because I know you'll just ask me to re-enable it the next day. Because I know disabling it would probably make you beg me to undelete it because you can't stand not having the forums. You always do this, and I'm pretty sure by this point it's just for fucking attention.
And I'm
sick of it. I'm sick and tired of the constant "woe is me", because by this point
it honestly feels like you're lying about all of it, just to get attention. I certainly hope to god that isn't the case, because lying about being depressed, lying about abuse, lying about needing/taking medicine...it's not good. It makes people lose trust in you. It makes it harder to find help when you
actually need it because people think you're lying, or it's the hundreth time you've said it and still haven't done anything about it. It makes it feel like there's no way to help you, that trying to give any advice is just talking to a fucking brick wall and I
despise that feeling. It makes me annoyed. It makes me far less likely to give you time of day to air your problems to me because any possible advice I give is just thrown by the wayside at all times!
If your situation is as bad at home as you always imply it to be, for the love of god
call child protective services. They won't just brush it off because of "no sufficient evidence", they take every report seriously because it's often hard to
get conclusive evidence of abuse (Especially mental.)
If the doctor you've been seeing about your depression hasn't helped, try to find a new one. They might be farther away, might cost more money, but if your actual current psychiatrist isn't helping...it might be good to find a new one. Especially if they can't actually prescribe medication themselves and have to go through a real doctor to do so; in that case, they really aren't a licensed medical practitioner and can't help as much as someone who got a full degree (I need to find where I read about the distinction before.)
If you're having trouble with anger management, remember what the courses taught you. If you dropped the courses, take them up. Again.
AND FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD IN THE WORLD STOP FUCKING GOING "SKYPE IS BAD EVERYONE WHO USES IT IS BAD I CAN'T BE IN THERE IT'S BAD EVERYONE IN THERE HATES ME"
If everyone in there hated you, they wouldn't have said to keep you out
because it would be bad for you. They wouldn't have fucking said that, they would have gone "yes let him in so we can insult and deride him all the time". Guess what didn't fucking happen?
EXACTLY THAT. And do you know why a lot of the people in the Skype group only come around when they're mentioned? Because, guess what, they DON'T LIKE HOW THE FORUMS ARE OFTEN INCREDIBLY NEGATIVE AND "WOE IS ME" ALL THE TIME. THEY DON'T LIKE THE FACT THAT THEY ARE INSULTED AND REFERRED TO AS LESSER BECAUSE THEY STICK TO IT OVER THE FORUMS. THE FACT BOTH YOU AND SURGE ALWAYS GO "FUCK SKYPE" WHENEVER IT IS MENTIONED
SICKENS ME BECAUSE YOU'RE DOING EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE ACCUSING THE "SKYPE SQUAD" OF DOING.
I'm gone for the night. I had to get all this shit off my god damn chest, because it's been bothering me for a long, long time. I might feel worse now, but I had to fucking say it. I'm done. Goodnight.