Avali Nexus

hey Surge

(07-10-2015, 05:08 PM)Nepeta Wrote: [ -> ]hey Surge

>.< oh god bad image in my mind... sooo sooo bad image!!!

(07-10-2015, 05:14 PM)Corosar Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 05:08 PM)Nepeta Wrote: [ -> ]hey Surge

>.< oh god bad image in my mind... sooo sooo bad image!!!

ssshhh have a gooey draggy

(07-10-2015, 05:34 PM)Nepeta Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 05:14 PM)Corosar Wrote: [ -> ]>.< oh god bad image in my mind... sooo sooo bad image!!!

ssshhh have a gooey draggy

*she squeaked and skittered away*

I'm starting to think Surge has the right idea about life, there's just no winning with people.

My capacity to trust is at a critical point, it has recently been nearly destroyed by acts of abandonment, betrayal, and ignorance.

Oh, and this is ME talking, not the depression, so I'm seriously considering the words I speak.

That is all, everyone enjoy your day.

AAAAAAHHH MOTHERLAND

Oh yes the ignorance.

(07-10-2015, 06:30 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Oh yes the ignorance.

So, what do you want?
You're telling people not to respond and then complain when they don't respond?

(07-10-2015, 06:38 PM)Sankoro Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 06:30 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Oh yes the ignorance.

So, what do you want?
You're telling people not to respond and then complain when they don't respond?

It's in the people's power to help their fellow man, but they choose not to.

Rather unfortunate.

(07-10-2015, 06:39 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 06:38 PM)Sankoro Wrote: [ -> ]So, what do you want?
You're telling people not to respond and then complain when they don't respond?

It's in the people's power to help their fellow man, but they choose not to.

Rather unfortunate.

To be fair Marx, people have given you all the help they can and you just throw it all back into their faces.
There's a limit to this kinda stuff, you know.

*Surgehug*

(07-10-2015, 06:42 PM)Nepeta Wrote: [ -> ]*Surgehug*

*KCstab*

(07-10-2015, 06:43 PM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 06:42 PM)Nepeta Wrote: [ -> ]*Surgehug*

*KCstab*

You're so sadistic.
I luv it.

(07-10-2015, 06:40 PM)Sankoro Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 06:39 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]It's in the people's power to help their fellow man, but they choose not to.

Rather unfortunate.

To be fair Marx, people have given you all the help they can and you just throw it all back into their faces.
There's a limit to this kinda stuff, you know.

Friends here tell me to go get professional help, professional help tells me to seek support from my friends.

I'm going in circles...

I'll admit I'm not the best at taking advice, I'm very forgetful, but the new medication combined with the lifestyle changes has made me much more responsive now, to the good, and the bad.

(07-10-2015, 04:18 PM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 02:18 PM)Jim_Clonk Wrote: [ -> ]The RNG is trolling me .-.
I just got 2 strange plants growing in the middle of my base within a few minutes.
The traveling merchant, which is what I actually need, hasn't appeared for multiple ingame days.

No, no, no, no...
You give those to the Dye Trader, and then you get awesome dyes you can't get anywhere else.
Don't sell them.

Why do you think I was going to sell them?

(07-10-2015, 06:55 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Friends here tell me to go get professional help, professional help tells me to seek support from my friends.

Sure you're actually asking for help?
Whenever you're asking for support you usually just post something really vague and angry.

(07-10-2015, 07:05 PM)Sankoro Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 06:55 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Friends here tell me to go get professional help, professional help tells me to seek support from my friends.

Sure you're actually asking for help?
Whenever you're asking for support you usually just post something really vague and angry.

I want people I can trust, that won't betray, abandon, or quickly tire of me and start ignoring me.

That's all I want right now.

(07-10-2015, 06:03 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]I'm starting to think Surge has the right idea about life, there's just no winning with people.

My capacity to trust is at a critical point, it has recently been nearly destroyed by acts of abandonment, betrayal, and ignorance.

Oh, and this is ME talking, not the depression, so I'm seriously considering the words I speak.

That is all, everyone enjoy your day.

(07-10-2015, 06:30 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Oh yes the ignorance.

(07-10-2015, 06:39 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 06:38 PM)Sankoro Wrote: [ -> ]So, what do you want?
You're telling people not to respond and then complain when they don't respond?

It's in the people's power to help their fellow man, but they choose not to.

Rather unfortunate.

(07-10-2015, 06:55 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-10-2015, 06:40 PM)Sankoro Wrote: [ -> ]To be fair Marx, people have given you all the help they can and you just throw it all back into their faces.
There's a limit to this kinda stuff, you know.

Friends here tell me to go get professional help, professional help tells me to seek support from my friends.

I'm going in circles...

I'll admit I'm not the best at taking advice, I'm very forgetful, but the new medication combined with the lifestyle changes has made me much more responsive now, to the good, and the bad.

*sighs and groans growling lightly*

oh god... please tell me your not trying to guild trip me into feeling guilty for you again!... i am honestly upset that this still happens and honestly marx... its not that i abandoned you... its just i felt that my help was not working at all and because of this i knew that i would not be able to help... it gave me guilt to tell you you needed help from a more professional source but i felt that it was for the best... when i told you that you jumped down my throat so damned hard that it made me feel like you didn't even care about what i said... if i was not there all the time it felt like i was blamed for problems!... i had to leave or else i would have done something you would have hated of me... i am not abandoning you... i am stepping aside so that you can get the help you need... and for both our sakes.. i hope you realize that because the feeling that i "abandoned" and "Betrayed" you when i gave my all to try and cheer you up only to feel like i was spat in the face or not listened to when i spoke out something... or did something... made me fall into depression.. the same depression i am dealing with right now... a sense of worthlessness... ohh look coro can't do anything to help him.. he must be worthless... ohhh look coro has to take help from wherever he can gt it... he must be worthless... that is how i felt for the last 6 months now... okay... this crap is not helping me at all... and i am sorry but i have been trying to be nice to you.. you just don't realize how much i have been holding this rage back!... please.. stop making us feel guilty ... for fucking once!

Also god forbid coro has a life... god forbid he decides to take time for himself... god forbid coro decides not to be on the nexus when he said he would not be on often!... i feel just because i don't answer your pleases you think i abandoned you...grrrr... god forbid i didn't read anything since my last post only to come back an hour later to read this and become so infuriated that i don't want to be here anymore!

plsno