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Not one inch back.
Okay I swear that's the last screenshot I have.
well I have a few of the heroic final duel between my IS-7 and FV215b and the enemy Maus but I won't be posting any of them.
I do enjoy setting up screenshots though. I just wish it wasn't bordering on image spam.
(07-10-2015, 07:02 PM)Jim_Clonk Wrote: [ -> ] (07-10-2015, 04:18 PM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ]No, no, no, no...
You give those to the Dye Trader, and then you get awesome dyes you can't get anywhere else.
Don't sell them.
Why do you think I was going to sell them?
You mentioned strange plants and then you mentioned the traveling merchant.
...I get confused a lot.
Listen close because I'm not going to repeat myself.
This is probably going to be the last time i discuss this as my audience has dwindled severely, after that ill probably feed everyone bullshit saying I'm okay and suffer in silence until it ends me or just turn dark and cynical.
I want to tell you all how I truly feel, I want to accept your help and let you in to the deepest parts of who I am. I do, but I'm scared stiff, terrified of what may be revealed.
I've in the past had opportunities for very deep introspection, a chance to look deep into myself... what I saw deep down there, was eldritch horror... it shocks me to the core the evil im capable of doing if my concentration lapses just a little. It's happened in the past only slightly and I've done things I'm too ashamed to say aloud...
Getting off topic...
Anyways, I'm a being who lives in a world of fear right now, fear of what I might do if I lose control, fear of what others will do when they see what I see in myself, fear of my medicine ceasing to help again, fear of losing the battle against depression and insanity...
I have more troubles than any one man can bear, but that does not give me the right to force them onto the shoulders of others...
I'm sorry.
(07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Nepeta Wrote: [ -> ] (07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Listen close because I'm not going to repeat myself.
This is probably going to be the last time i discuss this as my audience has dwindled severely, after that ill probably feed everyone bullshit saying I'm okay and suffer in silence until it ends me or just turn dark and cynical.
I want to tell you all how I truly feel, I want to accept your help and let you in to the deepest parts of who I am. I do, but I'm scared stiff, terrified of what may be revealed.
I've in the past had opportunities for very deep introspection, a chance to look deep into myself... what I saw deep down there, was eldritch horror... it shocks me to the core the evil im capable of doing if my concentration lapses just a little. It's happened in the past only slightly and I've done things I'm too ashamed to say aloud...
Getting off topic...
Anyways, I'm a being who lives in a world of fear right now, fear of what I might do if I lose control, fear of what others will do when they see what I see in myself, fear of my medicine ceasing to help again, fear of losing the battle against depression and insanity...
I have more troubles than any one man can bear, but that does not give me the right to force them onto the shoulders of others...
I'm sorry.
Ssshhh.
*Hug.*
Did you even take the time to read what I said?
(07-10-2015, 07:55 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ] (07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Nepeta Wrote: [ -> ]Ssshhh.
*Hug.*
Did you even take the time to read what I said?
You need a hug. So I gave you one.
(07-10-2015, 07:57 PM)Nepeta Wrote: [ -> ] (07-10-2015, 07:55 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Did you even take the time to read what I said?
You need a hug. So I gave you one.
Well I'm literally trembling right now, so yeah a firm hug helps a bit.
I have not seen a single Slime Rain so far.
Do I need to do something special in order for it to happen?
Edge
If you had listened properly to the doctor when you were getting medication, or read your little pamphlet, you might have observed that having extreme peaks, as well as extreme dips in mood are a thing when starting out with medicine such as that.
So yeah. No need for edge.
(07-10-2015, 07:30 PM)Umbra Wrote: [ -> ] (07-10-2015, 07:02 PM)Jim_Clonk Wrote: [ -> ]Why do you think I was going to sell them?
You mentioned strange plants and then you mentioned the traveling merchant.
...I get confused a lot.
What I said was that I have strange plants, which I don't need, but the traveling merchant, which I need, I don't have.
The reason why I need the traveling merchant (,which i don't have), is that I need the fishing pole he sells.
I do however, have the dye trader now, because of the strange plants which I don't need.
(07-10-2015, 08:10 PM)Rukii Wrote: [ -> ][link=https://soundcloud.com/huffjenkerrday/crawling-in-my-hill-zone]Edge owo[/link]
If you had listened properly when you were getting medication, or read your little pamphlet, you might have observed that having extreme peaks, as well as extreme dips in mood are a thing when starting out with medicine such as that.
So yeah. No need for edge.
Can confirm - expect about a month for it to level out (and *don't* stop taking it suddenly)
Eugh. This is why I prefer to not take any meds unless I'm in pain. I have enough trouble keeping my emotions and behavior in check without something mucking up my brain chemistry.
(07-10-2015, 08:10 PM)Rukii Wrote: [ -> ]Edge
If you had listened properly to the doctor when you were getting medication, or read your little pamphlet, you might have observed that having extreme peaks, as well as extreme dips in mood are a thing when starting out with medicine such as that.
So yeah. No need for edge.
But the lows keep going lower and lower, that's the opposite of what they should be.
Either way I'm a discrace to this place, mental breakdown or drama queen, which is worse?
(07-10-2015, 08:15 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ] (07-10-2015, 08:10 PM)Rukii Wrote: [ -> ]Edge
If you had listened properly to the doctor when you were getting medication, or read your little pamphlet, you might have observed that having extreme peaks, as well as extreme dips in mood are a thing when starting out with medicine such as that.
So yeah. No need for edge.
But the lows keep going lower and lower, that's the opposite of what they should be.
Either way I'm a discrace to this place, mental breakdown or drama queen, which is worse?
Sometimes things gotta get worse before they can get better.
Deep breaths... deep breaths.
(07-10-2015, 07:54 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Listen close because I'm not going to repeat myself.
This is probably going to be the last time i discuss this as my audience has dwindled severely, after that ill probably feed everyone bullshit saying I'm okay and suffer in silence until it ends me or just turn dark and cynical.
I want to tell you all how I truly feel, I want to accept your help and let you in to the deepest parts of who I am. I do, but I'm scared stiff, terrified of what may be revealed.
I've in the past had opportunities for very deep introspection, a chance to look deep into myself... what I saw deep down there, was eldritch horror... it shocks me to the core the evil im capable of doing if my concentration lapses just a little. It's happened in the past only slightly and I've done things I'm too ashamed to say aloud...
Getting off topic...
Anyways, I'm a being who lives in a world of fear right now, fear of what I might do if I lose control, fear of what others will do when they see what I see in myself, fear of my medicine ceasing to help again, fear of losing the battle against depression and insanity...
I have more troubles than any one man can bear, but that does not give me the right to force them onto the shoulders of others...
I'm sorry.
Marx.. i need to explain to you... that what i said i stand by.. simply because i needed to show the feelings i was getting... but i will also mention to this that your not the only one that lives in fear and darkness... its gonna take strength to hold onto your sanity... it always does... yes i may not know what your going through... but you don't know what i go through either... are they comparable... probably not.. but the fact remains.... alot of us here live in darkness and fear... those strong enough to push through it become better people... and i feel you have the potential... which is partly why i crack the metaphorical whip on you... i want you to be a better person... if that means being a fucking hardass on you sometimes... that is what it means... i left you alone because i knew as i was, i was only making things worse having you rely too much onto me for happyness and solutions when i knew that you needed some help that i could not provide... its not that i hate you... its just i know i was not capable i did what i felt was best for both of us to recover proper!
(07-10-2015, 08:12 PM)Segolia Wrote: [ -> ] (07-10-2015, 08:10 PM)Rukii Wrote: [ -> ][link=https://soundcloud.com/huffjenkerrday/crawling-in-my-hill-zone]Edge owo[/link]
If you had listened properly when you were getting medication, or read your little pamphlet, you might have observed that having extreme peaks, as well as extreme dips in mood are a thing when starting out with medicine such as that.
So yeah. No need for edge.
Can confirm - expect about a month for it to level out (and *don't* stop taking it suddenly)
I totally agree with you seg
(07-10-2015, 08:15 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]But the lows keep going lower and lower, that's the opposite of what they should be.
Either way I'm a discrace to this place, mental breakdown or drama queen, which is worse?
And just sitting around going "i'm so miserable" is going to help, right?
You have to put the effort in too you know, just purely relying on your meds will only get you so far.
Go for a walk, get a coffee or something.
Staying inside and bickering on
shitpost central a forum won't help you.
(07-10-2015, 08:23 PM)Sankoro Wrote: [ -> ] (07-10-2015, 08:15 PM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]But the lows keep going lower and lower, that's the opposite of what they should be.
Either way I'm a discrace to this place, mental breakdown or drama queen, which is worse?
And just sitting around going "i'm so miserable" is going to help, right?
You have to put the effort in too you know, just purely relying on your meds will only get you so far.
Go for a walk, get a coffee or something.
Staying inside and bickering on shitpost central a forum won't help you.
I'm trying to help people understand what I'm going through.
I don't need this from you. ..
I think maybe it would be a good idea if everyone took a bit to cool their heads before this gets more heated.