(09-20-2015, 03:16 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 03:12 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]*resets the "X days since overreaction about the Skype nexus" counter to 0*
I'm literally waiting for them to flood in.
Did you even read a damn bit of what Ehks said.
(09-20-2015, 03:16 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 03:12 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]*resets the "X days since overreaction about the Skype nexus" counter to 0*
I'm literally waiting for them to flood in.
People are difficult to predict, though ehks is quite correct in saying that many of those who try very hard to avoid the forums do so because of the constant manic depressive drama.
Oh for fuck's sake. This shit again. Good night.
(09-20-2015, 03:09 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 02:42 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]Please?
(09-20-2015, 02:42 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]No.
You always.
Every single time.
Ask for me to delete it. I always say no, because I know you'll just ask me to re-enable it the next day. Because I know disabling it would probably make you beg me to undelete it because you can't stand not having the forums. You always do this, and I'm pretty sure by this point it's just for fucking attention.
And I'm sick of it. I'm sick and tired of the constant "woe is me", because by this point it honestly feels like you're lying about all of it, just to get attention. I certainly hope to god that isn't the case, because lying about being depressed, lying about abuse, lying about needing/taking medicine...it's not good. It makes people lose trust in you. It makes it harder to find help when you actually need it because people think you're lying, or it's the hundreth time you've said it and still haven't done anything about it. It makes it feel like there's no way to help you, that trying to give any advice is just talking to a fucking brick wall and I despise that feeling. It makes me annoyed. It makes me far less likely to give you time of day to air your problems to me because any possible advice I give is just thrown by the wayside at all times!
If your situation is as bad at home as you always imply it to be, for the love of god call child protective services. They won't just brush it off because of "no sufficient evidence", they take every report seriously because it's often hard to get conclusive evidence of abuse (Especially mental.)
If the doctor you've been seeing about your depression hasn't helped, try to find a new one. They might be farther away, might cost more money, but if your actual current psychiatrist isn't helping...it might be good to find a new one. Especially if they can't actually prescribe medication themselves and have to go through a real doctor to do so; in that case, they really aren't a licensed medical practitioner and can't help as much as someone who got a full degree (I need to find where I read about the distinction before.)
If you're having trouble with anger management, remember what the courses taught you. If you dropped the courses, take them up. Again.
AND FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD IN THE WORLD STOP FUCKING GOING "SKYPE IS BAD EVERYONE WHO USES IT IS BAD I CAN'T BE IN THERE IT'S BAD EVERYONE IN THERE HATES ME"
If everyone in there hated you, they wouldn't have said to keep you out because it would be bad for you. They wouldn't have fucking said that, they would have gone "yes let him in so we can insult and deride him all the time". Guess what didn't fucking happen? EXACTLY THAT. And do you know why a lot of the people in the Skype group only come around when they're mentioned? Because, guess what, they DON'T LIKE HOW THE FORUMS ARE OFTEN INCREDIBLY NEGATIVE AND "WOE IS ME" ALL THE TIME. THEY DON'T LIKE THE FACT THAT THEY ARE INSULTED AND REFERRED TO AS LESSER BECAUSE THEY STICK TO IT OVER THE FORUMS. THE FACT BOTH YOU AND SURGE ALWAYS GO "FUCK SKYPE" WHENEVER IT IS MENTIONED SICKENS ME BECAUSE YOU'RE DOING EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE ACCUSING THE "SKYPE SQUAD" OF DOING.
I'm gone for the night. I had to get all this shit off my god damn chest, because it's been bothering me for a long, long time. I might feel worse now, but I had to fucking say it. I'm done. Goodnight.
1. I'm severely insulted you think im lying.
2. I'm technically not a child.
3. Some of them come here on extremely high horses, deserving every bit of hate.
4. Rest well
(09-20-2015, 03:22 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 03:09 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ]
1. I'm severely insulted you think im lying.
2. I'm technically not a child.
3. Some of them come here on extremely high horses, deserving every bit of hate.
4. Rest well
i think number 2 counts not, they are you're parents so you technically are their child, since they made you into being.
Are we done here yet-no? Oh okay. Call me if you can get me a free speech pass from moderation.
(09-20-2015, 03:33 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]Are we done here yet-no? Oh okay. Call me if you can get me a free speech pass from moderation.
Have something particularly nasty you need to say to me?
For Christ's sake...
I don't even know what to say anymore that hasn't been said already.
(09-20-2015, 03:41 AM)Segolia Wrote: [ -> ]For Christ's sake...
I don't even know what to say anymore that hasn't been said already.
Im forgetful as hell...
And heading for the hills.
What the actual fuck just happened here?
(09-20-2015, 03:49 AM)UnamusedAvali Wrote: [ -> ]What the actual fuck just happened here?
Put simply, the inevitable shitstorm I always avoid inserting myself into is happening again.
(09-20-2015, 03:39 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 03:33 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]Are we done here yet-no? Oh okay. Call me if you can get me a free speech pass from moderation.
Have something particularly nasty you need to say to me?
nope, don't say nasty things about people, the best i could do is say i dislike somebody, which does not apply here.
![[Image: 4VPpbQ3.gif]](http://i.imgur.com/4VPpbQ3.gif)
MRW the FV510 Warrior has 120 shells total for it's fully automatic 30mm RARDEN cannon.
For context, the BMOP-99 Ramka and BMPT Terminator both boast 600 rounds for twin 30s in a significantly more cramped turret.
(09-20-2015, 03:56 AM)Battle Bee Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 03:54 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]
MRW the FV510 Warrior has 120 shells total for it's fully automatic 30mm RARDEN cannon.
Is this good or bad?
Edited with context. Spoiler alert, it's bad.
For further context. The RARDEN in-game is rated for 200rpm before factoring it's 5 second reload cycle.
With 120 rounds it will be lucky to sustain 2 minutes of shooting.
(09-20-2015, 03:22 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]1. I'm severely insulted you think im lying.
2. I'm technically not a child.
3. Some of them come here on extremely high horses, deserving every bit of hate.
4. Rest well
If by "some" you mean Ruu, then yes. You're right. Ruu is a dick about that kind of stuff but always going "Everyone in the skype group is bad and always bad" is a fucked up generalization to make and I am so goddamn sick and tired of you and surge always doing it.
I honestly feel fucking insulted because you
never actually fucking took the advice. So what if you're not "technically" a child anymore? If they're abusing you, TAKE THEM TO COURT OVER IT IN THAT CASE! Assault and battery is a legitimate thing to take someone to court over! You even SAID you got punched in the fucking face, so you could very well make a god damn court case about it. You could fucking sue them over mental distress as well! Even if you're 18, 19, whatever, if you live in their house and they still provide for you, I'm pretty fucking certain you can call CPS.
I'm pissed off, tired, and I feel like shit because I've said all of this. I've gagged a few times from how fucking nervous I felt because I knew this was harsh, I knew this was mean, and I knew this would probably bite me in the fucking ass but I had to god damn say it.
(09-20-2015, 04:03 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 03:22 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]1. I'm severely insulted you think im lying.
2. I'm technically not a child.
3. Some of them come here on extremely high horses, deserving every bit of hate.
4. Rest well
If by "some" you mean Ruu, then yes. You're right. Ruu is a dick about that kind of stuff but always going "Everyone in the skype group is bad and always bad" is a fucked up generalization to make and I am so goddamn sick and tired of you and surge always doing it.
I honestly feel fucking insulted because you never actually fucking took the advice. So what if you're not "technically" a child anymore? If they're abusing you, TAKE THEM TO COURT OVER IT IN THAT CASE! Assault and battery is a legitimate thing to take someone to court over! You even SAID you got punched in the fucking face, so you could very well make a god damn court case about it. You could fucking sue them over mental distress as well! Even if you're 18, 19, whatever, if you live in their house and they still provide for you, I'm pretty fucking certain you can call CPS.
I'm pissed off, tired, and I feel like shit because I've said all of this. I've gagged a few times from how fucking nervous I felt because I knew this was harsh, I knew this was mean, and I knew this would probably bite me in the fucking ass but I had to god damn say it.
Don't drag me into this I'm sitting over here trying not to accrue warning points.
I will say that as the admin it's basically impossible for anything you say to come back and bite you though. Just a thought.
(09-20-2015, 04:03 AM)Ehksidian Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2015, 03:22 AM)Marxon Wrote: [ -> ]1. I'm severely insulted you think im lying.
2. I'm technically not a child.
3. Some of them come here on extremely high horses, deserving every bit of hate.
4. Rest well
If by "some" you mean Ruu, then yes. You're right. Ruu is a dick about that kind of stuff but always going "Everyone in the skype group is bad and always bad" is a fucked up generalization to make and I am so goddamn sick and tired of you and surge always doing it.
I honestly feel fucking insulted because you never actually fucking took the advice. So what if you're not "technically" a child anymore? If they're abusing you, TAKE THEM TO COURT OVER IT IN THAT CASE! Assault and battery is a legitimate thing to take someone to court over! You even SAID you got punched in the fucking face, so you could very well make a god damn court case about it. You could fucking sue them over mental distress as well! Even if you're 18, 19, whatever, if you live in their house and they still provide for you, I'm pretty fucking certain you can call CPS.
I'm pissed off, tired, and I feel like shit because I've said all of this. I've gagged a few times from how fucking nervous I felt because I knew this was harsh, I knew this was mean, and I knew this would probably bite me in the fucking ass but I had to god damn say it.
Yeah the next day I seem to just forget, I make big plans but never follow them through.
Please just ban me already, I'm already perma banned from wyrd, why not here too, then I'll be mostly alone.
(09-20-2015, 04:04 AM)Surge Wrote: [ -> ]I will say that as the admin it's basically impossible for anything you say to come back and bite you though. Just a thought.
No
No it isn't.
Just because I manage the forums doesn't mean
jack shit in terms of personal relationships. Just because I have a fancy fucking title doesn't mean I can do whatever, because I have to be held to the rules as much as, if not more than, everyone else.
I broke rule #1 with that post. If I didn't have to monitor the forums, I would have banned myself for a day. Hell, I'm probably going to restrict my position permissions anyways because of that fact alone. There's a god damn reason why I enabled the ability to report my posts (if that button doesn't show up please tell me so i can enable it right now okay it should be visible but idk if it is or not) and it's because I'm to be held to them as much as anyone.
I'm going to sleep now. Probably going to wake up to more shit and arguments that I'll have to clean up...I hope that's not the case, though.